Mass Madness and Those Who Cause It (i.e Me)

"Welcome". Is that right? Does that sound ok? Or maybe "what's good?" Definitely not. No introduction feels proper enough to encapsulate the magnitude of this moment. It's one I've anticipated for quite some time, though it still feels so surreal. This is the debut of or rather lack thereof, my website. Seeing as it's been in development for so long (if you've ever met me, odds are you've heard me mention it SEVERAL times) to finally have not just the gratification, but the PHYSICAL proof of everything I've worked towards for the last 2 to 3 years is very satisfying, and yet I still find myself feeling numb. Almost empty. Why? Because what does one do once they've done everything? What do you offer someone who has everything? What more can I give to you after I've given you all that I have? So is my dilemma. I find myself feeling stagnant most days but never content. I long for more. More accolades, more obstacles, more validation, because there is nothing in this world more satisfying than uttering the phrase "I told you so." Well, this is my big hurrah. My coming out party. No matter where I go from here, no matter what happens, no one could ever take this feeling away from me. I did it. Everything I said I would. And I did it my way. No help, (well maybe a bit from some very nice developers, much appreciated boys. And some VERY nice-looking models and designers. Did I mention I have a PERSONAL videographer? But I'll save you those stories for another time), no shortcuts, nothing but my drive and COPIOUS amounts of food and alcohol (I said it wasn't easy, I never said it wasn't fun lol), and if it's one thing I learned during all of this it's that these. Things. Take. Time. Time to work, time to grow, time to reflect. You only get one first time to do anything, but I feel at times I forget that there's also a last time for everything. One day, I'll take my last breath, and all of this will be over even quicker than it took to build it. And when that day comes 200 years from now, I hope that my long distant relatives and great great great great great great great great grandchildren can take pride in knowing their great great great great great great great great grandpappy did all he could to establish himself and leaving a lasting legacy of longevity that'll live far longer than I could've ever even imagined (cause 200 years is a LONG ass time to remember. Probably why I failed my freshman history class. Long Live Mr. Gooden). Before I go any longer on this tangent, I thank you all for your continued support. Whether you found this website or it found you, were told about it (cause lord knows I told a LOT of people), ever shared a link or shared criticism, it's all a form of support and it's all appreciated. I thank you for taking this ride with me because it has been a wild one. I look forward to whatever life will throw at me next. And I hope you'll join me for this next portion of the trip. Continue to create, build, and grow and continue to cause madness every opportunity you get. (LEGALLY OF COURSE. TY'QUARIUS PETERSON AND MAD IMOTION© DO NOT ENCOURAGE, CONDONE, OR ADVOCATE THE ACT OR INCITING OF ANY RIOTS, TERRORISTIC ACTS, THREATS, OR ANY ACTIVITY THAT COULD CAUSE BODILY HARM OR DEATH TO YOURSELF OR ANYONE ELSE. cheers.)